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Monday, 27 April 2009
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I urge you to please notice when you are happy, and exclaim or murmur or think at some point, "If this isn't nice, I don't know what is."
Oh, Kurt. Bingo.
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
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Whenever I think that some idea or act is particularly outlandish. Or that our actions some day may wrack our bodies and minds. Or that a single bit of compassion to someone completely undeserving isn't worth it. Or that sometimes the very nature of cruelty has no lack of worth, either. That any extreme, or even simple mediocrity, is wholly right or wrong or ambiguous...
I hold on to the simple fact that we're not gonna make it out of here alive.
I would like think that I lived this life as a human - in all its imperfections, and that I deserved this life. My fingers squeezed every ounce of juice from the lemons given us. I loved, maybe even hated, but knew that I felt. I am real. I hurt and I bleed and I laugh and I smile.
A regular fucking, Pinocchio. -
"It's your little red wagon and you gotta pull it."
That's what he said. It was mine. A fiery chariot filled with dreams of a place far away. A land where people smiled from castles made of air - tall and intangible. Bricks made of whispers and wonders. The mortar mixed from laughter and light.
The wheels were squeaky, but the rust was nothing to my childish mind. Imagination was the oil of my steed. Cracks in the concrete became great chasms, but my will alone flew us across their weed entangled maw with the methodical chant of my magics - kathunk, kathunk.
I filled the red lipped ends with promises of quiet tomorrows - a glittering sword that gave strength and power to an otherwise weak, sad, tiny little boy with too much brain. Duct tape and a little perception created the sharpest blade. All of that and a metallic shield that once contained the garbage of my enemies, but now protected me from them.
It all rested at the bend of the block. That is where the threshold lay.
And he said, "It's your little red wagon and you gotta pull it."
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
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time scares the shit out of me.
today is tomorrow is yesterday is last week is last year. so much is dictated by appointments and meetings and calendars and holidays and workdays and deadlines and eight to fives and fuckmerunning it is already three.
it is not so much as killing time as killing our lives. our bodies are just ticking time bombs. ticktickticktick until the battery runs out. our excuse is always that there isn't enough.
there is never enough time. i would, but i can't fit it in my schedule. i can't spare five minutes, i have too much to do.
yet, we have all the time in the world. we have the rest of our lives. every day. every minute. every single millisecond is the beginning of our life. it is always new. it is always fresh. until - we reach the end.
seven minutes gone, and a lifetime still to go.
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